Creation

Oct 12th & 13th: Getting our mojo back!

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We are FINALLY through a shadow period that began on the equinox last month. It’s been a really quiet few weeks with lots of introspection, physical tiredness, and integration. Today is a day of emergence and we’re getting our mojo back! Are you feeling like yourself again? Tomorrow the 13th will be even more powerful day of alignment with all that you truly are. We are emerging from specific healing energies from the Sept equinox and some from the June solstice time period as well. We have the energy and vibration available to us to now to feel stronger than we’ve felt in a very long time. Think back to a time when money was flowing, or relationships came easy or synchronously, or you just felt healthy and happy in your body. This is available to you again right now. Claim it! ūüĆüSometimes just knowing it’s easy available is exactly what we need to align to it.
Love and Blessings
Vanessa

 

What is my Divine Purpose?

Have you ever wondered what your purpose is here on the planet? Do you feel like you are lacking direction and not sure what you are really here to do? Do you feel an emptiness or like something is missing from your life?

The answer is simple. However, simple can easily be overlooked.

When we think of purpose we tend to think of it in terms of what we are here to do. We like to say things like “I am a doctor, lawyer, student, chef, teacher, healer”, etc. Maybe you are in a career you don’t love and you don’t feel fulfilled by it. We then start to search for our purpose, what we are really here to do.

One of the secrets of this reality is that its not about what we do. It’s about what we ARE.

We can search all we want for our purpose. We can change careers and do something we love. I’ve seen a lot of people over the years leave jobs and become healers. It feels amazing to assist others on their journeys and help people heal and transform. It’s truly a joyful thing to be involved in. You get very busy healing people and that emptiness feels gone. The days are busy and thrilling and you have finally found your purpose. Or have you?

Eventually that empty feeling comes creeping back in.

What is it? Maybe its my relationship? Or we think, maybe I’m meant to do something else. The emptiness gets bigger and bigger screaming for us to pay attention. This can be a never-ending search our entire lives for fulfillment.

It’s never about what you do. It’s always about what you are.

Your search for purpose is your internal longing to find yourself. That’s all.

Once you have found yourself you can do anything and its fulfilling. You can sweep the floor or head a live conference. You may feel more passionate about one, but you never feel empty. You feel whole and fulfilled. You never question your purpose again.

How do you find yourself? Finding yourself is not as difficult as it sounds. You are there, inside that body, or in that general vicinity if you are more ungrounded. You’ve just disassociated and ended up in the mind or mental body . This is where you need to take action. You drop out of the mind and get into the body more deeply, you ground and connect with the true core of who you are. From the core of who you are, you will feel like things slow down. You may feel driven to take a certain direction. Your job is to follow that gut feeling. It may be short lived at first as you test out new things and find yourself. The thrill of life will start to come back. You will feel desire in your bones again. Life begins to get fun in a totally different way.

Not knowing your purpose is a sign of dissociation with your authentic self. A calling and longing for you to come home to yourself.

Once you reconnect with your core essence there will never be a lack or questioning of purpose. You have found you. Your purpose has always been to find you and live from that space doing anything you wish.

Blessings,

Vanessa

10 Signs Your Divine Feminine is Awakening

10 Signs Your Divine Feminine is Awakening

The universe has a way of introducing frustration in the places that need the most healing. It’s to get us to stop and look at what is going on and make some changes in our lives. Many people get frustrated though and don’t know what to do, what changes to introduce or what the universe is actually trying to get them to see.

I almost called this post¬†10 Signs Your Divine Feminine is Imbalanced, or Un-awakened. However, the truth is that if these things are happening to you, somewhere in your soul your feminine is awake and just calling out for healing and changes so she can can come back into balance with your masculine energy. She’s there and you are aware of her, even if its unconscious, but these are signs she is asking to be unblocked if any of these things are causing you frustration. This post is for those people that feel truly feminine in their nature. Not all females are truly meant to be feminine and men – masculine, but if you are one of the majority that is feminine in nature then this may resonate¬†for you.

  1. You have your life together. You have a good job, your own place, good friends, life is flowing to you, maybe abundantly, but one thing is missing. The soulmate or that passionate relationship you so truly desire.
  2. You’ve been burnt out from work before and fear getting burnt out again so it stops you from creating and moving forward with new projects and ideas.
  3. Your mind goes and goes and goes. It’s hard to make it stop and get restful deep sleep. You ground yourself but it doesn’t seem to help quiet the mind and get to that place where the thoughts cease. Quiet meditation could even feel like a chore.
  4. You constantly feel like you are “out-manning” men. It almost feels too easy. You may also find that they don’t “step-up” and do the manly things that should be obvious to them.
  5. You feel masculine on the inside. On the outside you could be very feminine looking, curvaceous or you do “girly” things, but inside you’ve never felt feminine.
  6. You tend to be the nurturer in your relationships with lovers, friends, family.¬†When we’re nurturing, we are actually in our masculine energy.¬†You may¬†be the giver and doer in relationships. and you¬†feel like you are doing a lot of the work to keep things flowing.
  7. This one addresses both extremes: Your finances are blocked and find that you are in a co-dependent relationship and need more from him whether it be attention or finaces, or you feel like you are the one in charge and doing everything financially or otherwise.
  8. You have a lot of shame or hatred of your body. It’s hard to look in the mirror and see the beauty standing before you. Your eyes go right to the places you want to change or feel you have imperfections.
  9. You isolate yourself or have a fear of being seen or heard or have some social anxiety.
  10. You have trouble opening your heart and seeing the love and beauty of life all around you. This can also manifest as an issue with receiving. You ask for what you want, you even ask for help, but you don’t always receive it or with the ease you’d like. The word surrender feels like defeat, not like surrendering into the divine flow and opening up to receiving and change.

These are all signs your feminine is waking up and wants to be seen, heard and expressed through you. Just the acknowledgement that this is indeed what is happening will start this process of healing, unblocking and further awakening for the feminine.

If you would like a private session to open up the divine feminine, please contact me at www.stairwaytohealing.com. I will also be doing groups and processes in the late spring to early summer to assist in the awakening of the divine feminine including Womb Blessings, Initiations, Carrier of the Sacred Flame, Healing Sexual Wounds, Heart Wounds and Intuition Wounds, and much more!

Blessings,

Vanessa

Energy Update

The energy last night and today have been pretty intense. As I have been more embodied and in-tune with myself some of these shifts in energy float right by me almost as if I’ve been cocooned from the light show raging outside, that is until I decided to poke my head out and see what was going on in ¬†the ethers. A storm was raging last night. What did I see? The old matrix reality is being disassembled, the grid lines are disappearing and the 3D polarized reality being dismantled and transmuted. What does this mean and what does this feel like for us?

Friendships are ending, even long-term ones, you may feel easily annoyed and irritated, negativity emerges right in the midst of you feeling high vibrational and elated, you may feel like some people are up to their old tricks, feeling dreamy and spacey or disembodied to a certain extent, and the one that comes along with usually every event in the ethers – sleepiness, lethargy, and emotional tiredness. Usually when there are huge shifts like this, you may become aware of psychic attacks, energy interference, blocks, or feeling like you’re in a bubble where no one can see you, which can protect you but then can block your receiving. What do we do?

The time we are in now calls for letting go. We tend to want to jump right into “cleansing negative energies” – mode, however, letting go, surrendering and receiving change are super critical right now. ¬†The changes you have been asking for are coming. It’s when we truly let go that the forces can come and sweep ¬†through and change our lives, creating the change we are asking for. Included in letting go is the innate belief that all is working out as you’ve asked and in your best interest. The universe is conspiring in your favor, even though it may not feel like it.

So this isn’t “do nothing”. This is allowing change, detaching from everything and leaning back in the body, and taking a step back mentally allowing everything to stir and move. Float along knowing ALL of this is in your best interest. Everything is aligning for you, for your new future. Trust. Let go.

Peace to you,

~Vanessa

Messages from the Other Dimension

In case you wanted to know what being me for 5 minutes is like.

As I lay there relaxed I could feel my eyes wanting to see further. I knew that if I just let myself go there, and see things inside out, then I would see again. I relaxed and dimmed my eyes a little, testing it out. If I would let myself see things as inverted I would see what I had been avoiding for all this time. It was in that moment that I felt and saw in my mind this fine line of real and unreal. I let myself see what was real, but now I could see the line and all that was beneath it. So I let go and held on to the calm place of certainty that this is a gift. I stared straight ahead and immediately saw 3 spirits of women where my fan was. They were dressed in gray tattered clothes and their cheeks plumped with delight as I looked at them. “Oh, she sees us!”, one exclaimed to the others. Another one looked directly at me and said “We’ve been with you since the 18th century.” Before I could ask them anything more, I was startled by the noise in the house and brought back abruptly to where I began. It became too difficult to communicate with them from this place, so I relaxed a bit. As I scanned the house I suddenly realized I was surrounded by spirits watching me as they encircled the outer edges of the room, yet the rest of the house was empty. “Have they always been here?”, I wondered. I knew I must be doing something of importance to generate this much attention. I turn back to my book about a writer that becomes a Vodou priest in order to create his book, but he must undergo days of darkness and being blindfolded as the spirits communicate with or possibly possess him. “We know its hard for you, you just want a normal life, but it has never been.” One of the women spoke gently. I looked at her puzzled. “We remember you. You don’t remember us.” They moved closer and one stroked my hair and their presence felt very nurturing in that moment. I appreciated their attentiveness and compassion. Just as I started to find comfort in their presence the metaphorical light bulb went off. Oh. “You guys want to go to the light? That’s why you’ve been here all this time?” Time to send them off I guess. “Yes, but when you have a moment.” I thought of how gracious they were even though they had waited since the 18th century and I laughed to myself. I blessed them and sent them off. I turned back to my book finishing the first chapter quickly. I felt something else tugging at me, wanting my attention. I put down the book and someone from the circle speaks. “You finished the entire chapter on darkness and you didn’t get scared.”, one being spoke. ¬†“What do you mean, why would I be scared? I’m fine”, I said abruptly. Suddenly there was a momentary flash of everything I would be afraid of if I was blindfolded in the dark in a cave for days. I laughed out loud from the image and the fact that he so eagerly and quickly shot back to me refuting what I said. I pondered the image for a moment. Strange animals touching me, bugs crawling on me, something eating me perhaps. It was in that moment I wondered if we are born fearing things or if we have learned to fear them. I quickly cleared all the energy that those things brought up until I could see the image and imagine myself being naturally calm. “Thank you.” I said. “You better write this down now.” he said.

Kisses,

-V-

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The #1 Reason Manifestation Techniques Don’t Work

My guides keep reminding me of this precious detail every so often. We tend to get lost in our race to make things happen, to get what we want, to push toward our goals, and to clear the blockages in the way, energetic or otherwise. We focus on the minute details, we clear and clear and clear the energy and give it our all. We stay positive, focused, happy and do everything we learned to do about manifesting our dreams, even letting go of them so the universe can take care of it and make things happen. Okay, not all of us, but if you’re nodding¬†your head to this you know the pain of striving towards what you want every single day, sometimes working at it all day every day and seeing only minor shifts – if that. Sometimes we break down in frustration or seek more help, or find more blocks to clear, but it feels like an endless cycle with certain¬†things. So what’s going on?

Ask and You Shall Receive. That really is all it is. Did you ever ask for something, let it go and then see it show it up? Sometimes you hardly asked for it at all, it was just a passing thought in your mind – and there it was knocking at your door or coming to you asking you if you were interested in what they have to offer. So what is the difference here? Why does certain things show up so easily and other things you feel may never change?

Many books will tell you the problem is¬†about the receiving. You have asked for it, but you are not open to receive it. You’re not a good receiver. You have to let go and just receive. But, I’ll tell you something different, a secret of sorts.

Asking is receiving.

When you ask for something and you are clear as to what you want, but you are not hung up on the need of it thinking it will change your life, or you’ll finally be set free, it is free to come to you. If there is nothing really attached to the asking, but just the desire, it will show up. If there is a lot riding on the outcome of that thing showing up, or you just want it oh so badly, it won’t show up so easily.

Here’s why. You don’t really want it. It’s pretty simple, if you really wanted it, you would have it already. I don’t mean “want” as in lack, like wanting something so badly that it hurts, or makes you sad/miserable/or depressed in any way. I mean desiring it, from a calm relaxed place. A place where you know you can have it. Think of it like this, you have three meals in the refrigerator and someone asks you which one you want. You are coming from a place of having, or a calm place of knowing, versus, the frustrated feeling of lacking and being without that comes up when you think of thing you want so much that you have been working so hard to get all these years.

I have a friend that keeps asking me when she’ll find a job, or what she has to do to get that perfect job. She gets other jobs, minimum wage ones that she doesn’t like to do. She wants a certain type of job. When I tested her “Truth, do you really want a job?” It was a no. You can try this at home. What is that you have been striving for all these years? Truth, do you really desire¬†it? If you do muscle testing you can test to see what you get here. If not, you can feel deep down into your body, not in your head as your head will tell you “yes you do want it of course duh!”. What does your body say? This may not always be the answer, but so many times it goes back to something as simple as this. Do you really want this thing or not? Maybe you are waiting for more perfect conditions to show up. Like losing weight first, then having that relationship. Or maybe feeling like you need to fix something about yourself first before you get out there and get that job. When we looked at this further, my friend felt like she wasn’t good enough for a better job, so deep down she didn’t want the job yet because she felt it was above her.

So what do you do about this? Well, you can look at where you are giving mixed signals to the universe. I advised my friend to focus on both sides of the coin for faster results, what is blocking you from wanting it and is what you want best suited for you right now? One thing was working on her self-esteem and confidence and trust in herself to build up her value, and the other side of this was to sit with the idea of what she thought she wanted. Why did she want this type of job? What did she think it would give her? Did she indeed want this or just the status of the job so she could feel a certain way? Would she be better suited to something else, or was she ready to put her fears aside step into something bigger? She is currently sorting through all of this, but I know when she stops giving mixed signals to the universe and puts out one message clearly – I know she will get what she truly wants.

Kisses,

~V

Lemons or a phenomenal life? Nah – Something Better

What do you want your life to be like? List 10 adjectives, GO!

I did this yesterday and I could feel the energy of my life and my future instantly change. I always had a mental picture of what I’d like my life to be like, or a feeling of happiness and peace. Each day I would wait until that showed up. Would this be the day? NO. Over and over again. Then I started to look into all these different things I could do to make my life better. Meditation for inner peace. Heal my life and adjust my relationships for joy and happiness. However, these things only gave me this feeling in spurts. This is what I call the Santa Claus Syndrome (which I explain more in another post soon), which is basically when you are waiting for something you have been dreaming about show up. Its when either you are waiting for it to show up, or you are asking nicely, or even doing what you think you need to be doing for this dream to appear in your life brought to you straight from the magical universe.

One day I got sick of waiting. I started to look for other ways since the “law of attraction” or “the secret” didn’t seem to work for me and I could not figure out what I was doing wrong.

Did you know it was as easy as truly really declaring what you’d like your life to be like? I wish someone told me this years ago. I mean really being in your power and declaring what it is you will have.

At first I asked for a phenomenal life! But then I realized that the word phenomenal really had no meaning to me, it felt too light and airy and undefined. At that point I really thought about what type of life I’d like to have. Have you ever done this? Exactly what type of life would you like to have? Well the first thing I said was, I’d like an¬†EASY life! I could feel my entire energy shift and I started to get happy – that feeling that I had been waiting for forever. I also found myself saying adventurous, amazing, fun, and so on. Try this out and see for yourself. Take the bull by the horns here!

So what’s next? Well the next thing I did was clear the energy blocking me from having this type of life. You too can ask for all the obstacles to you having that type of life to be removed for you, or you can call me and we can do a ¬†quick 15 minute clearing.

And finally what happens is that things start to change. Yep, that easy. After I did this yesterday I felt like I “woke up”. A deeper fog had lifted. Awareness about what I needed to add to my life started to flood in, as well as I what I needed to let go of. Things changed immediately.

Its amazing how we tend to live with what life gives us, be they lemons or not. If they are lemons at best we make lemonade. Are you tired of making lemonade? Making a bad situation into a good one and learning from your lessons, or would you like to start out with something much better than life’s “lemons”?

Kisses,

V

Total Game Changer

Did you know that there is a source energy within you that you can get disconnected from? How do you know if you are disconnected? Some of signs are:

  • Often feeling spacey, forgetful, or disconnected from your body
  • Your proprioception¬†is off. For example, were you the kid in school that would go to kick the ball but would totally miss? Do people throw things at you but you usually don’t catch them? Do you have to constantly watch your step?
  • Low self-esteem even though you know you are a valued being, or friends or people around you think you have it all the looks, great job, etc.
  • A feeling that something is not right with you, like there is an inner feeling of lack you would like to heal because you know you have great gifts to share with others.
  • You’ve tried a various number of healing modalities but that feeling of unhappiness or sadness still sticks around when you are not in meditation or doing healing work.
  • Feel lost, like you are looking for something more or greater in this world.
  • Feel like your mental, physical or emotional issues are not healing no matter what you do or how much work you put in.
  • You may have felt at some point in your life like you didn’t belong here, that no one gets you, or tried to commit suicide in the past or wish you didn’t have to be here.

These are just some of the things I’ve come across with clients but there could be other symptoms of this. See, we are made up of an energy of Source, an energy that created the universe. It is all within us, our soul/being as well as our bodies. The Earth is made up of this energy, its in the air we breathe and its in everyone we meet. Somewhere along our journey through lifetimes we got disconnected from this energy. I’ve come across people that have been greatly disconnected where it took an entire session to reconnect them, and some who were reconnected in as little as 10 mins.

What does it feel like for someone who has been disconnected from their own source energy to be reconnected? RELIEF. Yes, intense RELIEF and HAPPINESS. Since I’ve discovered that we could be disconnected from our Source, I’ve been working on reconnecting people so far, as this is a new concept and none of the various healing modalities I’ve studied ever presented this, nor have I heard anything like this. So I’m sure there is more to discover, but so far some of the common results are:

  • Joy
  • Exuberance for Life
  • Will and determination to live
  • Almost a disbelief that the individual was ever suicidal or just didn’t want to be here
  • Love of the body
  • Love of the self
  • Becoming totally embodied, and rarely to zero percent “pop-outs” of the body
  • Improved sense of proprioception
  • Feeling grounded, present, focused like never before or beyond what they could imagine
  • Quicker Healings
  • High Vibrations
  • Better Intuitive Abilities
  • Feel more powerful, potent
  • Feel lighter, like a carefree feeling

The list goes on, but these were the common effects between the group of people that were reconnected to their inner source energy. This is definitely not a cure all, but really an amazing foundation and platform to build the rest of your life from. Also, some people have noticed that since they’ve already done a lot of self-work, the things they have done just fell right into place and they are more effective in their lives.

On the most basic level this Source energy is a gift we were given to have an easier life, to be more effective, present, and to feel valuable as a human being. When this gets disconnected, not only is that disheartening, but life can be sad, difficult, or just an endless search for something that has been within you all along.

During your next session ask me to check if you are connected to your source energy and create the solid foundation & platform that you were meant to have all along.

Love, Kisses, & Blessings,
V

Help! I’m Broke(n) – An energetic healing for your broken parts

Hi Everybody!

Have you ever said “I’m Broke”? In this video we explore what those 2 powerful words of creation might have sparked in our lives. Check it out & enjoy!

Blessings & Kisses,
~V

State of Infinite Oneness

Hey Everybody,

Did you know that there is a natural state of being of abundance, manifestation and oneness? Lots of things over time may have knocked you out of that state, a little or a lot if you’re like me! Stress, heart-breaks, worry, doubt, fear, guilt and so on can knock us out of that state and then we can’t seem to get back there. Over time we forget there ever was a natural state of infinite expression and our new set point tends to be survival mode. That wouldn’t be any of you would it? Let’s just say survival was my middle for a long while!

Here’s a video that walks you through getting into that natural state of being, that state where you are fully expanded and connected to your infinite self as well as to the Earth. This state is the total embodiment of your physical vessel, the connection to the Earth, as well as your Infinite Being and the Universe. This is our natural state of being. This is how we can easily create and receive in our lives, or clear out energy we no longer need, this is a state of total ease and awareness. Of course, as with any of these exercises, the more you practice the better. If you’ve been in survival mode for a while or feel so far from infinite expression it may take some practice, but the more you practice going into the state and setting your attention to do so, the more time you will naturally find yourself in this state.

If you have things you would like to clear, keep the list handy as you watch the video. If you have things you’d like to ask of the universe, keep that in mind. You can use this video to get you into that state to start off your day, to allow yourself to fall back into your natural state before bed, or if you are going to sit and ask the universe for what you desire or clear some blocks in your life and let some old baggage go once and for all, this is a great video to get you into that space. Over time you will stay in this state longer and longer. If you don’t feel much, its ok, eventually that will open up for you too and you will feel the subtle shifts of energy.

Enjoy!